I miss high school.

I miss high school.

I miss not having to think too hard about why haven’t I moved out or just joined the military or something by now. I didn’t have to worry so much about finding a job. High school was full of shit people and shit work though. 

On second thought, I miss elementary school. I miss simple lessons and feeling like a part of a group. And recess! Being free to go basically anywhere without a schedule like I can right now should feel like that but it doesn’t. 

I miss when I used to actually hang out with kids my age and play and laugh and smile. I miss days out in the sun in the playground surrounded by trees and teachers and seeing things that weren’t there and the amazement of it and how it didn’t scare me to see that thing that shouldn’t have been there and it was just me and one other kid who could see it so we’d flaunt our findings in front of other kids.

I can’t really remember what it was that him and I used to “see”… those memories are really hazy.